Why is that muffin beeping?
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
The Port of Indecision...
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Hey mister! Can I have my toy???
Friday, May 7, 2010
Upside down and inside out...
Currently I find my self headed home. Finally! I’ve just gotten back from talking to her and I left in a bit of a tiff over something that pisses me off more than most. Long story short, You don’t flirt with another Tech’s girl regardless of the circumstances. Point is, I’m coming HOME. That place where green grass grows, cool water flows, and you get to look that special someone in the eye when you tell them you love them and a headset and good internet connection is no longer necessary. Home…
A lot of sayings out there about home.
“Home is where the heart is”
“Home is wherever you hang your hat”
“Home is where you make it”
All true, depending on your views of life. As most of my stories are told in the present tense so shall this one…
Here I sit taking my boots off in Spain and for the first time look at the battle scars they bare. The circles from the sweat, the blood stains of friend and foe, the hardened parts from the date juice in our training area, my blood type in Sharpie on the inside upper portion of my right boot, the frayed bootlaces, even the dogtag in my left boot, shiny from constant wear and the copper wire holding it in place that I pulled form an IED I worked shortly after I arrived in country. “Never Alone” plays in the background. I actually take a moment to listen to the words. They couldn’t be more true. What most of you don’t know is No helped me to deal with a VERY hard time in my life and that’s how our relationship grew to be what it is. Since the day we decided we should try things out with us, I’ve dealt with some horrible times. Stress from work, stress from life, near death experiences, and a lingering fear of today could be the last. All that time I’ve known that you were wondering where and what I was doing when I knew that at moments I was EXTREMELY glad that you weren’t aware of what I was doing. Because I knew you would be at wits end and deathly afraid. I’ve never felt alone since you came into my life. I’ve never felt unwanted. I’ve never felt unimportant. I’ve always felt lucky to have you and like I say, “I’d rather be lucky than good any day”. I’ll be home soon. I’m at a point now that seconds seem like hours and hours seem to never end. I miss you, but I’ll be there before you know it. “When hard times have found me, I’ve wrapped your love around me and Realized I’m never alone.”
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
The hot chick...
Friday, March 26, 2010
Big boobs, bikinis, booze, and the EOD Ball. Welcome home boys we're going to Florida!!!
Friday, March 19, 2010
Hey dude! Go tell Gunny we need some ID10T forms...
Score 1. Me and Herb (name changed to protect the innocent) are standing in the bathroom with the FNG (we had been cleaning). I was resting on the lip of the sink facing Herb with FNG to my left facing my left side. As Herb and I were discussing EOD stuff (procedures, ordnance identification, a bunch of stuff you probably don't care about) FNG made the comment, after being asked a question about a piece of ordnance, that he didn't need to know that stuff, because that's not what being an EOD tech is about. Naturally, since it is and I value my job dearly, I immediately retaliated. Without even glancing in FNG's direction I rolled one latex glove up in my hand and slipped the other off my hand leaving just the fingertips in the glove. I pulled back on it and let it fly. Now, remember that I was not looking in FNG's direction at all. I never broke eye contact with Herb. He wasn't even in my peripheral. But, lo and behold the gloves covered the 6 or so feet between me and FNG with lightning speed and came to rest across FNG's face with a crack that resounded through the bathroom. Now that's fucking ninja skills!!!
Score 2. As FNG was moving the vehicle I put on my best poker face. He came in and I told him that Gunny was needing some ID-10-T forms. He thought I was being funny. I assured him I was not. SO he left to go find Gunny.WEll Gunny wasn't in his office to help FNG with his dilemma of finding his forms. SInce Gunny couldn't be found FNG came back to me to tell me that he couldn't find them. SO I fessed up that it was a joke. I told him that the ID-10-T form had gone out of circulation years ago. However I was pretty sure that he could find a Master Blaster that would know what they are. Sooo...
Score 3. He went and found a Master Blaster. The very one that is handling my Team Leader certs and asked him where he could find a stack of ID-10-T forms. Well, I'm sure most of you are thinking... "Okay, so he has a kid on a wild goose chase for an outdated form". WEll... not exactly. The moral of this story is. It's crazy to ask a Marine Gunny for a stack of ID-10-T forms, but to ask an Army First Sergeant takes a REAL ID10T.
Kent 3
FNG 0
Tommorow is a new day...
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Ring the bell and raise your glasses... The first drink is for the fallen...
To Mrs. P.
I hate to be generic, but I am terribly sorry to hear about your loss. I heard about it as soon as I woke up this morning. That's no way for anyone to begin their day. I'm not gonna be like most and sugar coat things to help you cope. Its fucking terrible and that's all there is to be said. You have suffered a trial that most will never know and none want to. It's because of incidents like this that when people tell me they will pray for me in my service, I thank them and tell them that the prayer needed most is for those significant others serving at home. Those that have to go to bed at night worried and wondering what is going on. One of the common misconceptions to war is that those in danger are the ones with the hardest job. Ask those that are deployed who has the hardest job. They will surely tell you that the hardest job is had by the wives and girlfriends of the military. The ones who at some time in their relationship have been introduced to a ranking NCO or officer by their service member and received a greeting of "Welcome to the military ma'am." This isn't a gimic. This is honesty at it's finest. Because those in uniform as well as those in your shoes know that the day they begin a relationship with their Marine, soldier, airman or sailor that they might as well raise their right hand and say the words. They too have just joined the military. Your life, health, safety, and well being has just become another mission on his plate and by far the most important in his eyes. You are what he thinks about as he laces his boots in the morning, charges his weapon, and starts his day, just as you are when he calls it a day and does what he can to sleep. What most don't understand is that YOU have made the ultimate sacrifice. All those in uniform understand your loss and are sorry that it has happened. I only hope that you can find peace with his death and allow your self to tighten your laces and drive on in his memory. If you need anything, Noel can tell you how to get in touch with me. I leave you with the words of a soldier... "For those who have fought for it, Freedom has a taste the protected will never know." I, unlike most, know that you are also one of those fighting this war. As I raise a glass for my fallen EOD brethren, I will also remember your husband's name and when the bell rings at the end of the day, I will see to it that he too is honored at our table. Semper Fidelis
Now to lighten the mood and hopefully to stop the water works I have just invoked from a number of people...
I'm confused about why women cry when they are happy. It's confusing as hell and Noel can tell you that it frustrates me horribly when she does it, because they are still tears and I feel terrible for making her cry. Here is my latest "This shit would be a lot funnier if it weren't happening to me" incident.
As you remember a while back Noel asked me (after I got mad at her for not including me in her problems) to help her out with a homework assignment. She needed someone of a Non-American background to do a survey. Well, I'm in Iraq, so conveniently enough I am surrounded by said subjects. So I too asked one of our interpreters (who I will call Sylvia for her own safety) to complete the project for her. She did so gladly and according to Noel very efficiently, as Noel had very little to do to convert it into the paper she needed to write. Well, as fate would have it Sylvia was having a birthday soon. So I figured I would get her something (deliver to her something that Noel bought) that would thank her for her help as well as say happy birthday. Well, All girls regardless of age like to smell pretty, so I told Noel, to hook her up. So.... she did. I received a package that contained some girly smell good stuff. Signed the card from Noel and I and walked it over to her. When i handed it to her in front of a few others, she threw her hands over her face and STARTED CRYING!!! I didn't know what to do. I FELT HORRIBLE! I just made her cry. I didn't mean to. It was actually the exact opposite of the reaction I was trying to invoke. One of those present at the scene would later describe my reaction as "somewhere between a dog hearing an odd high-pitch noise and looking like a kid who had just gotten blamed for something his big brother had done and nobody wanted to hear his excuses".I just stood there with my mouth half open and making a repetitive "bu.. bu.. bu.." sound. I was VERY confused. So I left and went and got Cinnabon and everybody stopped crying. I still feel bad when I see her. You people are very... YES! I mean YOU PEOPLE! are very very confusing.